Everybody’s getting married in the month of October!
Attended a ROM yesterday, followed by movie and coffee till late night. The long conversation and numerous silly jokes made us all laugh our ass off.
Im shag plusplus.
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Cycling today!
Together with my love, we head down to east coast and cycle for 2 good hours. Thigh pain, ass pain, and i hurt myself. Probably will bruise tomorrow. Dinner and ice-cream at Holland Village, and home sweet home.
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Im dying to leave town, seriously. I dont see any reason why i cant leave town. Am i going to just stay at home, and stare at the ceiling, or counsel my sister?
Patient level tumbling down and down.
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I was told that i have signs of depression. He probably not the first one who told me this. Even my Eye’s consultant thinks so. He did a 2 hours check for me, discuss and concluded it’s because of depression.
I experienced whatever they mentioned. Badbadbad.
9 out of 10 times, i lie down on the bed, thinking of something. I cant go to sleep, not thinking. I guess thats the reason for my eye bag, which weighs tonnes.
I guess, it’s probably i seldom voice out. Probably, i dont see any reason in arguing or explaining to my parents. It can probably be how i want to overcome it myself. I dont know.
My parents dont understand me, that’s for sure. They think i rebel, because i stay out late at night. Well, 90% of the time, they thinks im lying. The remaining 10% is just pure scolding and blaming.
I get annoyed, still, i keep my cool.
Well, ten thousand things running in my mind. Im trying to get out of it.
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If im going to leave town during december, am i playing rebel?